i need to snap out of this mood where i dont feel like doing anything at all. and i mean anything. help): plus i keep thinking abt sth which i said i wont anymore. and its so stupid cos its still a long way to go.
i know what i have to do. study etc. but i cant get myself to do it.
i feel like a zombie. like autopilot. the only time i feel remotely normal is when im with you or talking to you. even if its for that brief moment.i cant stand this.
anyway. AYG was awesome fun. sucks to be back in school though. i need to catch up. but i dont know how since i dont feel like doing anything.
rooming with ting and addy were super fun. haha. and playing bridge and taboo were awesome too. and animal concentration was quite funny.
miss the june hols. but now i shall look forward to 159 days from now. so loooong.
damn. i hate feeling this way. idk why im so affected by it and you're not.
rachie!(: 
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